I sound like a broken record but thank you guys so much for your kind words.
I stayed up for a week straight to finish sending out the t-shirts. Then I stayed up late to watch stuff to reward myself lol.
If sleep deprivation can impair your driving functions, I'm sure sleep deprivation can fuck up my impulse control and logical/reasoning skills.
It's the only reason I can explain why I did the stupid thing that I did hahah.
But it's ok. I'm done grilling myself.
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME? Not even I am not that nice to myself. So WHY?