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Unraveling a Black Star by SnaiLords Unraveling a Black Star by SnaiLords
'Jar of secrets' explanation here 
Jar of Secrets by Camazing

Insomnia so yeah! =D lol I didn't sleep all night pft.
Creativity is a GIFT. Things won't get invented if it weren't for innovative thinkers going outside of the norm. So, shh just let Art happen. ^^

Who needs a therapist when I can Art Therapy myself? =D I can't undo my past but the future is all mine. I'd take a smile with that side of bad luck please, thank you. 

Random info…my birth name was Cam. My legal name now is Aidyn which I changed myself, I like it better. =D KEKEK. I gotta keep Camazing because can't think of witty name combo for Aidyn…lol

Did I mention that child hood house was haunted? 0_0 lol I don't fear easily now but geez. I went back to the house as an adult….the creepiness. Too. Damn. High. My relatives rent parts of the house out to people. The renters(?) said before entering their room, they saw a male figure standing outside their doors. Their descriptions of the male sounded like a my dead uncle. 
Noises, apparitions have been reported by friends sleeping over. Haha.
EFF THAT SHIET.

Holy balls, I want to remove this comic strip so friggin bad. I'm extremely bad with disclosing this type of personal information about myself. *Freaks out* WHy do people say telling your story helps you let go? 0_0 It makes me feel so 'patronized'. 

Hello new watchers! Happy New Year everyone XD


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:iconzackanimal12:
ZackAnimal12 Featured By Owner Edited Jan 12, 2015
Well i'm glad you didn't end yourself and usually whatever was taken from someone or kept anyone they want and pursue more they tore your drawings you wanted to draw more.
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Annagong963 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
It reminds me of my childhood and this song www.youtube.com/watch?v=HinT8D…
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NightmareInsperation Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
right in the childhood.
cant wait till it's over.

SnaiLords!
Art forever <3
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JaliosWilinghart Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
... Just wow...
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scarl250 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Student Artist
this one literally set off a waterfall in my eyes T_T
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Takuriche Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014
I've been watching your gallery for nearly three hours (Yeah, nothing to do ;D) and yup, sometimes was really funny, sometimes was motivating and sometimes they got to the deepest part of my soul in an awkward and tough way.
You're really brave, the most of the time i just put my black stars in the incinerator and blew them away (Somehow i have the ability to forget them as nothing, like wolverine lol x3) but i know the ashes are just going to be flying around me, poisoning the air until i choke on it. oh well, it's going to be fun

Thanks, you made my weekend with your art. Take care Aidyn, i will be watching you(r art) from now on ^^)/
p.s. and the usual thing for the non english user in an english site (Me ;D), i'm sorry if my english was bad x'D
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DazedDaisiesO-o Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm glad you shared this. :aww:
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dinobenten Featured By Owner May 10, 2014
My teacher once yelled at me to put my drawing book away. Plus I was kinda one of the people that people considered stupid. This pic is almost like a mirror.
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TinyandHuge Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2014  Student General Artist
I dont like telling the story myself, so i view you as really brave for doing that
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cemac Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014
Great work, a very interesting read that I can relate to in many ways. I don't believe telling the story helps you let go In my case although my story has and always will affect me , it made it easier to understand that the problem was not mine, was out of my control and I eventually filed it in a more comfortable place.....took a while :)
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
=) We process things at our own pace, I guess.


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:iconcemac:
cemac Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014
Yes, and unfortunately there are no quick fixes, just keep in mind that you aren't the one with the problem, they are.
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Will do,
thank you ^^
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Arisa102 Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Student General Artist
You're so strong! Please don't take this off! It's beautiful and inspirational
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Aw, thank you. Yeah, I'm gonna do my best to keep this up 

^^' Tempted to delete several times
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JKLiew92 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2014   Digital Artist
I had go through the same experience like yours ): 
Feels so useless,It just made me less confident in doing anything.
I choose to forget and keep doing what i like.

Well,believe that the future will be better and keep on going =D
New watcher here~ :) hahah
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
HOHOH, 
yeah it's true. In the end, it's our lives.

We can do whatever we want that makes us happy.
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JKLiew92 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014   Digital Artist
Yeah.As long as live happily ever after (Lol

I would be happier if i could find a stable job now QwQ



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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
oH my god, your last statement/


I entirely agree with you. lol…The financial stress…and the job hunt.

*smashes head on table*
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JKLiew92 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014   Digital Artist
Jobless...lol
i'm currently looking for job also,always fail interview.

Yes..financial stress,need money QwQ
even same situation.



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ThelVadum Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2014
*Stares silently to avoid patronizing*
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
hahah
stares back awkwardly and laughs*
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BloodBeatnJustice Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2014
Eh I think it's b/c u look at it different. I journal all of my bullshit out there. It's for me to put it somewhere that isn't inside & to chronical shit like girls do with diaries. It was never intended to be read by other people but I have friends here on DA that do read it. If they don't like me or who I am, I say 'fuck 'em' & block them b/c I don't need that poisonous bullshit in my life. If not & they are my friends then that's cool. They can give advice or support just b/c they care but my life is still my own & up to me. U know what I men?
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
=) To each his own.

I do like sharing too. Just depends on what and to whom…and not in person.
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princessyairi Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014
O.O -hugs- ...
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
-hugs back- 
=D
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princessyairi Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014
<3
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MUTE-sk3tch3s Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
The problem with "black stars" is that there is some amount of emotional investment in it, so in order to unravel one takes a lot of courage, to expose yourself to scrutiny and judgement. Though often times you may get branded as an attention-seeking whore, and just get brushed aside nonchalantly with a simple "there are people worse than you, deal with it", even though you have been pouring your hearts out on the other side of that computer screen. It is times like this that you doubt whether or not your fears are even justified, and you'll only feel even more lonely than before when no one shares that same thought.

It is why I am scared to let anyone know of them anymore, and it is also why I applaud you for making this comic.

Reading this comic struck a chord within me, because it reminded me of my own similar circumstances, ones that I do not have the guts to tell. But what it also did was soothe my inner child, the one that still cries from time to time from being misunderstood for deviating not being what society considers "normal".

I know I don't often leave comments on every single one of you comics, but I just like to thank you nonetheless. Please don't stop. Not now, not ever. Though try not to hurt your hand too much...

Great. I just ruined the serious mood while sounding like a nagging hen.


Happy New Year to you too!
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I appreciate your honest emotions and time to leave the message ^^

I'm only brave enough to share because I know nice watchers like yourself are on the receiving end.

Who might share the same experience.

It's good to know I'm not alone.

At times. ^^
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mainehawk Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014
I could send you over a million hugs in every which way possible, and still it would not be enough!!  Too Much Hugging 

I have a few black stars similar to yours as well.  I have aunts and uncles on my mom's side who treated me like crap, and have actually told me to my face that I should just become a secretary like my mom because I would never amount to anything. 

joke's on them, though.  I'm on my way to publishing a few poems, and my mom and I are working on our own novellas.

la in love    
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Take the books and throw them at their snobby faces. 

*sends you back a million and one hug too*

Congrats on you showing them wrong XD
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Lembas--Bread Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
geez my mom was like that for a while, and i didnt speak to her for about three years
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Yikes. 

Her loss for that 3 years
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Lembas--Bread Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
haha i know right? we changed a lot cx
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Ceretaker Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014
That is bulls*t, back in Mexico kids get into drugs, join the narcos or suicide because of this kind of fuck*rs, treated like criminals ín and out, the real criminals arent lurking in the shadows of a d*mn street, are sitting peacefully in a damn chair waiting to hit against the weaker beings, d*mn i hate those sons of b*tches, sometimes peace is the good way, but most of the time you just need to gather the people around and beat the sh*t out of those bastards, they call it anarchy or rebelion, but i call it justice.
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hahahah 
I can't agree more.

Btw, hope you're feeling better from that shot wound.
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Ceretaker Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2014
Oh, much better thx, now i know that scars get my wife horney uhuhuhuhuhu.Pervy Riyo icon 
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KatanaKaze Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
...Sending...Sending...
7/10 sent... 9/10--
Virtual hugs sent successfully!

Now go conquer the New Year!!
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
*Bombarded by consecutive hugs and enjoying every one of them*

lolz Thank you
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KatanaKaze Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
(: any time.
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:iconnero--angelo:
Nero--Angelo Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
those feels u giving me ;~;
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
HOHOH, I inject people with feels
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:iconnero--angelo:
Nero--Angelo Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
INJECT AWAY
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
-injects "Now feel like streaking around the neighborhood-
=D
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:iconnero--angelo:
Nero--Angelo Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
*nekkid*
HERE I COME 'MERICA
:iconletmehugyouplz:
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Here's the challenge, run for 2 miles without getting arrested.

Leggo! OHOHOH
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:iconnero--angelo:
Nero--Angelo Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
easy . . . i'll run through the woods CX
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:iconsnailords:
SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
-guides a group of boy scouts to the woods for  a campfire-
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LSD3 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014
There is no such thing as "deranged art". Only bad experiences and the way they're interpreted. Happy new year and I hope your art therapy helps.  ^.^ 
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SnaiLords Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
=D oh it definitely helps

Happy Chinese New year lolz
(They're coming up)
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